Torn?

*****I just wanted to make the annoucement that I might not be able to post EVERY Night starting Tuesday. I got news, I GET TO GRADUATE EARLY. I am graduating High School, This month. So I hope you understand. Well Ima let you get to reading. ENJOY!!!!*****

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Nicki rolled over to throw her arm around Safaree, but met a pillow. She opened her eyes and quickly closed them because of the light from the window. She got up & went into the bathroom to relieve herself, brush her teeth, & take a shower. When she walked in she got a wash cloth out of the closet. She turned around to the mirror. It had a pink peice of paper on it. She took it down & opened it.
It Read: I have went out with Vince, Rex, & Lucky. I will be back later today. I have made you breakfast, its in the oven. See you later baby.- SB.
Nicki put the note down, & relieved herself. Then she turned on her shower & got in.
Nicki stood there under the steaming water. She was having a deep conversation with herself in her head.
Thoughts:
This is the man that you want to marry. The man that treats you like a queen. The man that is here no matter what. Onika love this guy. Safaree has put everything into your relationship, even when you two was friends. He would never leave you hanging. He has been there through all the bullshit you have have been through. When you went through the problems at home, he was there. When you was in between jobs, he was there. When you need something back in the day he was there. Nicki could call him in the middle of the night & he would be there. You have never met a guy so understanding & loving with you that wasnt in your family. He cried with you. He cheered with you. He has been a major support for you. He didnt have to relocate his life for you but he did. He shows you he loves you & what did you do Onika? You go out and meet Ziare ass at 3 in the morning. Yea, Ziare was there for you but he has never been there like Safaree. He was always on a schedule with you. Nicki you couldnt count on him like you could SB. Yes you loved Ziare because he was your first serious relationship BUT he cant claim the title of having your heart first. You have to cut all communication with him. Put your love & trust into Safaree. You have to talk to him Nicki. You have to tell him about what happened last night. This is somebody's heart at risk, and you know you dont want to hurt Safaree. Love isnt anything to play with. Emotions are serious. When you talk to him tell him everything. Paint a picture with no blurry spots. Tell him everything that happened with Ziare. Safaree loves you & You love him so stop playing games and get it together, before you dont have him.
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Nicki was sitting at the kitchen table going over everything that had happened these past three months. She decided it was time for her to do a check-up with her mother. She picked up her Blackberry & called out.
"Hello" Mama Maraj answer on the third ring.
"Mom, I need some advice."
"What's wrong sweetheart?"
"Well first I think you should know me and Safaree have been dating for sometime now."
"What!?!?"
"We have be...."
"I heard you chile, Im just shocked thats all."
"Why?"
"Because Im just finding out. I knew you two would get together, but I didnt know when. Anyway what do you need advice about?"
"Well Mommy......Umm...."
'Heavens, Your pregnant. Oh My Goodness"
"What!?! No Ma, Im NOT Pregnant".
"Oh, well I am ready for my grandchildren."
"Mom you have Imani & Kellise".
"Well bring me a grandson."
"OhMy...Mom can I get my advice now?"
"Sure sweetie, Go ahead". Nicki went ahead and told Mama Maraj the whole story about everything that had happened, & Ziare popping up. Then she told her about the visit last night.
"Onika you shouldnt have went to see him."
"Mom I know but I had to go."
"No you didnt, He needs to go Onika. Dont mess up what you and Safaree have because of this boy. Now I want you to follow your heart. I cant make the decision for you. Now if you want to be with Ziare, I wont like it but I will let you be happy. If Safaree I will be happy and LOVE it. I wont beat you down over your decision. I will love you regardless because you are my daughter. Okay?"
"Okay Mom, Thank You so much."
"Im always here for my Princess."
"Well Mom,I have got to go but I love you."
"I love you too"
"Kiss Micaiah & the girls for me."
"I will, and Onika dont forget I want my grandson. Baby your biological clock is ticking."
"MOM!!! I got you"
"Bye Onika"
"Bye mommy." Nicki hung up the phone & she knew the man she wanted to be with, and she didnt care about what others thought. This was her life & what her heart wanted. She looked at her phone. She pulled up her contacts & scrolled to the number, she made to call. The person answered on the second ring.
"Talk to me." They said.
"Come to me now."
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1st) I wanna say HAPPY PINK NEW YEAR.
Now thats over, What did you think. In this chapter I zoomed in on Nicki's thoughts. I felt we saw alot of how Safaree, wait stratch that, VVS Beezy was feeling. So I gave life to Nicki's mind. I hoped you guys enjoyed this. What did you think of Mama Maraj's advice? What did you think about Nicki's Mind? Who is she calling now? I want to really what you guys think. Well thats it. Go Listen to Torn- Letoya Luckett. It semi says how Nicki feels. Love You Guys. #TeamMinaj #TeamOnikafaree. *Muah*